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@mars Tambalanista
Number of posts : 442 Age : 40 Location : ParaƱaque Hobbies : reading,paint,listening music... Registration date : 2007-04-27
| Subject: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 28th April 2007, 5:32 pm | |
| Sandosenang Sapatos > > > > *SAPATERO SI TATAY. Kilalang-kilala ang mga likha niyang sapatos dito sa > > aming bayan. Marami ang pumupunta sa amin para magpasadya. Ayon sa mga sabi-sabi, tatalunin pa raw ng mga sapatos ni Tatay ang mga sapatos na gawang-Marikina. Matibay, pulido, at malikhain ang mga disenyo ng kanyang mga sapatos. > > > > ?Paano mo ba naiisip ang ganyang istilo? Kay ganda!? > > > > ?Siguro, dinadalaw ka ng musa ng mga sapatos at suwelas? > > > > Parang may madyik ang iyong kamay!? > > > > Sa lahat ng papuri, matipid na ngingiti lamang si Tatay. Tahimik na tao si Tatay. Bihirang magsalita. > > > > LUMAKI AKONG KAPILING ang mga sapatos na gawa ni Tatay. Madalas ay > > kinaiinggitan ako ng mga kalaro at kaklase ko. Buti raw at sapatero ang > > Tatay ko. Lagi tuloy bago ang sapatos ko kapag pasukan, kapag pasko, > > kapag bertdey ko, o kung nakatanggap ako ng honors sa klase. Ginagawan pa niya ako ng ekstrang sapatos kapag may mga tira-tirang balat at tela. > > > > ?Buti ka pa Karina, laging bago ang sapatos mo. Ako, lagi na lang pamana ng ate ko. Sa akin napupunta lahat ng pinagkaliitan niya,himutok ng isang kaklase. > > > > Nasa Grade II na ako nang muling magbuntis si Nanay. Kay tagal naming > > hinintay na magkaroon ako ng kapatid. Sabi ng Lola ko, sinagot na raw ang matagal nilang dasal na masundan ako. > > > > Naku, magkakaroon na pala ako ng kahati sa mga sapatos! Pero di bale,dalawa na kaming igagawa ni Tatay ng sapatos ngayon.? > > > > Habang nasa tiyan pa si baby, narinig kong nag-uusap sina Tatay at Nanay. > > > > Nagpa-check up ako kanina. Sabi ng doktora, babae raw ang magiging anak natin!? > > > > Talaga! Kung babae nga, pag-aralin natin ng ballet. Gusto kong > > magkaanak ng ballet dancer! Ngayon pa lang ay pag-aaralan ko nang gumawa ng mga sapatos na pang-ballet.? > > > > > > PERO HINDI LAHAT ng pangarap ni Tatay ay natupad. Nagulat kaming lahat > > nang makita ang bago kong kapatid. Wala itong paa. Ipinanganak na putol ang dalawang paa! > > > > Nakarinig kami ng kung ano-anong tsismis dahil sa kapansanan ng kapatid ko. > > Siguro raw ay binalak na ipalaglag ni Nanay ang kapatid ko kaya > > kulang-kulang ang parte ng katawan. Nilusaw raw ng mga mapinsalang gamot > > ang kanyang mga paa. Isinumpa raw ng mga diwata ng sapatos si Tatay > > dahil mahal na itong sumingil sa mga pasadyang sapatos. O baka raw > > ipinaglihi si Susie sa manika. > > > > ?Nanay, bakit po ba walang paa si Susie?? > > > > ?Nagkaroon kasi ako ng impeksyon anak. Nahawa ako ng German measles > > habang ipinagbubuntis ko pa lang ang kapatid mo. At iyon ang naging > > epekto,malungkot na kuwento ni Nanay. > > > > Hindi na magiging ballet dancer ang kapatid ko. Malulungkot si Tatay. > > Araw-araw, ganun ang naiisip ko kapag nakikita ko ang mga paa ni Susie. > > Kaya pinilit ko si Nanay na muling pag-aralin ako sa isang ballet > > school (dati kasi, ayaw kong mag-ballet). Pero? > > > > Misis, bakit hindi niyo po subukang i-enrol si Karina sa piano, o sa > > painting, o sa banduria class? Hindi yata talagang para sa kanya ang > > pagsasayaw, sabi ng titser ko sa Nanay ko. > > > > Nalungkot ako. Hindi para sa aking sarili, kundi para kina Tatay at > > Susie, at sa mga pangarap na masyadong mailap. > > > > SAKSI AKO KUNG paanong minahal siya nina Tatay at Nanay. Walang puwedeng > > manloko kay Bunso. Minsan, habang kami ay nagpipiknik sa parke, may isang mama na nakakita kay Susie. > > > > ?Tingnan n?yo o, puwedeng pang-karnabal ?yung bata!? turo nito kay > > Susie. > > > > Biglang namula si Tatay sa narinig. Tumikom ang mga kamao. Noon ko lang > > nakitang nagsalubong ang mga kilay ni Tatay. Muntik na niyang suntukin > > ito. > > Anong problema mo, ha?? > > > > Mabuti't napigilan siya ni Nanay. > > > > Isang gabi, habang nakahiga kami sa kama, narinig kong kinakausap ni Tatay si Susie. > > > > Anak, hindi baleng kulang ang mga paa mo. Mas mahalaga sa amin ng Nanay > > mo na lumaki kang mabuting tao?at buo ang tiwala sa sarili.? Masuyo niya itong hinalikan. > > > > Hindi tumigil si Tatay sa paglikha ng sapatos para sa akin. Pero > > napansin ko, kapag sinusukatan niya ang paa ko, napapabuntung-hininga siya. > > Pagkatapos ay titingin sa kuna. > > > > Sayang, Bunso, di mo mararanasang isuot ang magagarang sapatos na gawa ni Tatay?? bulong ko sa kanya. > > > > > > LUMAKI KAMI NI Susie na malapit ang loob sa isa?t isa. Hindi naging > > hadlang ang kawalan niya ng paa para makapaglaro kami. Marami namang > > laro na di nangangailangan ng paa. Lagi nga niya akong tinatalo sa > > sungka, jackstone, scrabble, at pitik-bulag. Ako ang tagapagtanggol niya > > kapag may nanghaharot sa kanya. Ako ang tagatulak ng wheelchair niya. > > Ako ang ate na alalay! > > > > Noon ko natuklasan na marami kaming pagkakatulad. Parehong magaling ang > > aming kamay kaysa aming mga paa. Ako, sa pagpipinta. Siya, sa pagsusulat > > ng mga kuwento. At oo nga pala, si Tatay, kamay rin ang magaling sa > > kanya! > > > > > > MINSAN, GINISING AKO ni Susie. Sabi niya, nanaginip siya ng isang > > pambihirang sapatos. Napakaganda raw nito sa kanyang mga paa. > > > > May paa siya sa panaginip?? gulat na tanong ko sa sarili. > > > > Maniwala ka, Ate, kay ganda ng sapatos sa panaginip ko. Kulay dilaw na tsarol na may dekorasyong sunflower sa harap!? > > > > Magbebertdey siya noon. At napansin ko, tuwing nalalapit na ang kanyang kaarawan, nananaginip siya ng mga sapatos. > > > > Ate, nanaginip na naman ako ng sapatos. Kulay pula ito na velvet at may malaking buckle sa tagiliran.? > > > > Binanggit din niya sa akin ang sapatos na kulay asul na bukas ang dulo > > at litaw ang mga daliri niya. Ang sapatos na puti na may kaunting takong > > at may ribbon na pula. Ang sapatos na yari sa maong na may burdang buwan > > at mga bituin. Ang sandalyas na parang lambat. Ang kulay lilang sapatos > > na may nakadikit na bilog na kristal sa harap. > > > > Manghang-mangha ako sa kung paanong natatandaan niya maski ang > > pinakamaliliit na detalye ng mga sapatos ? ang disenyong bulaklak, > > ribbon, butones, sequins, beads, o buckle. Inaangkin niya ang mga > > sapatos na ?yon. > > > > ?Ate, paglaki ko, susulat ako ng mga kuwento tungkol sa mga sapatos na napapanaginipan ko. Ikaw ang magdodrowing, ha?? > > > > > > PAGLIPAS PA NG ilang taon, namahinga na si Tatay sa paglikha ng mga sapatos. > > Gumagawa na lamang siya ng sapatos para sa mga suking di matanggihan. > > Noong nagdaos siya ng kaarawan, niregaluhan ko siya ng isa kong painting > > na may nakapintang isang pares ng maugat na kamay na lumilikha ng sapatos. Binigyan naman siya ni Susie ng isang music box na may sumasayaw na ballet dancer. > > > > Pinasaya niyo ang Tatay niyo, sabi ni Nanay. > > > > Pagkatapos noon, naging masasakitin na siya. Labindalawang taon si Susie nang pumanaw si Tatay. > > > > > > ISANG ARAW, HINDI sinasadya'y napagawi ako sa bodega. Naghahalungkat ako ng mga lumang sapatos na puwedeng ipamigay sa mga bata sa bahay-ampunan > > Sa paghahalughog, nabuksan ko ang isang kahong mukhang matagal nang > > hindi nagagalaw. Naglalaman ito ng maliliit na kahon. Mga kahon ng > > sapatos na maingat na nakasalansan! > > > > Para kanino ang mga sapatos? May umorder ba na hindi nai-deliver?? > > tanong ko sa sarili. > > > > Pero nang masdan ko ang mga pares ng sapatos na ?yon, nagulat ako. > > Taglay ng mga sapatos ang pinakamahuhusay na disenyo ni Tatay. Iba-iba ang sukat nito. > > May sapatos na pang-baby. May sapatos na pambinyag. May pang-first communion. May pangpasyal. May pamasok sa eskuwelahan. May pangsimba. > > May sapatos na pang-dalagita. > > > > Lalo akong nagulat nang mabasa ang kanyang dedication sa nakasabit na papel: > > > > Para sa pinakamamahal kong si Susie, > > Alay sa kanyang unang kaarawan > > > > Inisa-isa ko ang mga kahon. Lahat ng sapatos na nandoon ay para kay Susie. > >Diyata?t iginagawa ni Tatay si Susie ng mga sapatos? > > > > Para kay Susie, lugod ng aking buhay > > Sa pagsapit niya ng ikapitong kaarawan > > > > Taon-taon, hindi pumalya si Tatay sa paglikha ng sapatos sa tuwing > > magdaraos ng kaarawan si Susie! Sandosenang sapatos lahat-lahat. > > > > Handog sa mahal kong bunso > > Sa kanyang ika-12 kaarawan > > > > Napaiyak ako nang makita ang mga sapatos. Hindi ko akalaing ganu?n pala > > kalalim magmahal si Tatay. Binitbit ko ang sandosenang sapatos at > > ipinakita ko kina Nanay at Susie. > > > > ?H-Hindi ko alam na may ginawa siyang sapatos para sa ?yo, Susie.? Namuo > > ang luha sa mga mata ni Nanay. ?Inilihim niya sa akin ang mga sapatos?? > > > > ?A-Ate, ito ang mga sapatos na napanaginipan ko?? Hindi makapaniwalang > > sabi ni Susie habang isa-isang hinahaplos ang mga sapatos. > > > > ?Ha?? > > > > Noon ko lang naalala ang mga sapatos na ikinukuwento ni Susie. > > > > Dilaw na tsarol na may dekorasyong sunflower sa harap. Kulay pulang > > velvet na may malaking buckle sa tagiliran. Asul na sapatos na bukas ang > > dulo at litaw ang mga daliri. Kulay puti na may kaunting takong at may > > ribbon na pula. Sapatos na yari sa maong na may burdang buwan at mga bituin. > > Sandalyas na parang lambat. Kulay lilang sapatos na may nakadikit na bilog na kristal sa harap. > > > > Naisip ko, tinawid kaya ng pag-ibig ni Tatay ang mga panaginip ni Susie para maipasuot sa kanya ang mga sapatos? > > > > Hindi ko tiyak. > > > > Ang tiyak ko lang, hindi perpekto ang buhay na ito. Gaya ng hindi > > perpekto ang pagkakalikha sa kapatid ko. Pero may mga perpektong > > sandali. Gaya ng mga sandaling nilikha ni Tatay ang pinakamagagarang sapatos para kay Susie. > > > > This story won First Prize, Maikling Kathang Pambata in the 2001 Don > > Carlos Palanca Memorial Awards for Literature | |
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| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 28th April 2007, 7:21 pm | |
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| | | @reymil BIBO Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 781 Age : 35 Location : Valenzuela City Hobbies : tumunganga?? Registration date : 2007-04-08
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 28th April 2007, 9:45 pm | |
| wow Palanca award....shalah...
cnu author...?? | |
| | | vInTaGe ADIK Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 1315 Age : 36 Location : Alabang City Registration date : 2007-04-12
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 28th April 2007, 10:08 pm | |
| cool galing.. fresh idea.. | |
| | | @mars Tambalanista
Number of posts : 442 Age : 40 Location : ParaƱaque Hobbies : reading,paint,listening music... Registration date : 2007-04-27
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 29th April 2007, 2:16 pm | |
| DINING STORYāOut pending please!āHindi ko mapaliwanag ang nararamdaman kapag ito ay naririnig galing sa'yo. Para bang anghel na umaawit na tila tinatawag ang isang tagalupang tulad ko upang sundin ang anumang utos na maririnig sa'yo. Oo na corny na pero ewan ko ba... Naaalala ko yung mga oras na kahit nasa UR (utility room) pa ako'y nagmamadali pa akong pumupunta ng counter station para lang i-out ang pending na product na galing sa'yo. Minsan na nga akong binalatbat ng customer at nasuspend ng manager dahil sa katangahan kong unahin pa ang call mo kaysa sa utos nila. Tawagin mo na akong loser pero ano ba ako kumpara sa mga lalakeng nagkakandarapa sa'yo at gagawin ang lahat makuha ka lamang?Sapat nga lang ang sinasahod ko dito upang matustusan ang renta ng bahay at pang matrikula ko. Paminsan-minsan pa nga'y kinukulang pa ako sa budget sa pagkain at pang araw-araw na pangangailangan. Kaya heto ako, ineenjoy na lamang ang mga mumunting panahon o sandali na kasama ka at napapansin ako.Kagaya na lamang nung oras na nagkasabay tayo mag-break. Tayo lang ang tao sa crew room noon, bagay na ikinatuwa ko dahil first time kong makausap ka ng solo. Lagi ka kasing may kasama. Kung hindi ang mga close friend mo ay ang mga manliligaw mo. Hiling ko noon na sana'y maging isa man lang ako sa mga taong matatawag mong ācloseā. Gusto ko sanang patawanin ka at maging way sana iyon upang makuha ko ang number ng telepono nyo kaso'y napansin kong tila may namumuong luha sa'yong mga mata.āMay problema ba?ā Ang tanong ko.Nagulat na lang ako noon ng biglang bumuhos ng tuluyan ang iyong mga luha. āWala 'toā, ang sabi mo. āWag mo akong intindihinā.āMagagawa ko bang hindi ka intindihin kung alam kong may bumabagabag sa loob mo?ā, ang sabi ko. Tinignan mo ako noon. Bagay na nagpahirap pang lalo sa aking paghinga.Mas maganda sana ang alaalang ito kung hindi ka umiiyak...Nag-open ka sa akin noon tungkol sa gagong boyfriend mo na hiniwalayan ka at pinagpalit sa iba. Buong oras na 'yon ay nakikinig lamang ako. Mas kailangan mo kasi ng mga panahon na iyon yung taong mabubuhusan mo ng hinagpis kaysa sa taong magpapangaral sayo sa mga kamalian mo. Marami sana akong āwords of comfortā na nais ibahagi sa'yo kaso'y tinawag tayo sa labas ng manager dahil bumuhos ang mga customer, dahilan na napaaga tayong bumalik sa duty natin. Wala akong nasabi noon kung hindi; āKalimutan mo na sya, marami namang nagmamahal at umaasa ng pag-ibig mo dyan sa tabi-tabiāRight.Anong klaseng advise 'yon?Lumipas ang ilang araw at nagbalik na rin ang dati mong ngiti. Naisip ko na lang noo'y nakapag move-on ka na at marahil din ay nabigyan ka na rin ng payo ng mga ācloseā friend mo.Alam kong naaalala mo rin yung time na umuulan. Closing tayo parehas kaya't niyaya mo ako na sumabay na ako sa inyo pag-uwi dahil wala akong nadalang payong. Abot tenga ang ngiti ko noon dahil napaganda pa pala ang hindi ko pagdala nito. Tinapos lang natin ang gameplan at tayo'y tumuloy na. Share tayo ng payong non'. Hiling ko pa nga sa sarili ko na lagi na sanang umuulan at wala ang mga umaaligid na mga manliligaw mo. Nung naglalakad tayo ng mga kaibigan mo'y naisip ko na ulit hingin ang number mo. Ngunit nahihirapan akong kumuha ng timing. Nang makarating na tayo ng kanto'y humiwalay na ang mga kaibigan mo. Dahilan na nagpabilis ng tibok ng puso ko at nagpahirap ng aking paghinga. Anong sasabihin ko? Nablangko ako noon. Gusto kong patawahin ka. Gusto kong malaman mo na masaya akong kausap. Gusto kong malaman mo na may iba pa akong katauhan kaysa sa taga-out ng pending product galing sa iyo... Ang hirap ng ganito...Ang hirap ng torpe...Naputol ang katahimikan ng bigla kang nagsalita. āMay tanong ako sayo. May kaibigan akong babae na may gusto sa isang guy. Hindi nga lang alam ng friend ko kung may pagtingin man lang yung lalake sa kanya dahil minsan lang silang magka-usap; Kung ikaw yung guy, okay lang ba sa'yo kung yung babae ang gumawa ng way para magkakilala kayong mabuti?āāDepende naman kasi ito sa lalake; Meron kasing iba na ayaw ng ganon; Masyadong mataas ang pride nila; Pero para sa torpeng katulad ko, bilib ako sa mga babaeng ganon dahil hindi sila nahihiyang aminin ang nararamdaman nilaā; Huminto ako sandali sa pagsalita sabay tingin sa'yo āPaano naman kasi kung parehas lang kayong naghihintayan o di kaya'y nahihiya din yung lalake hindi ba?āMatagal din tayong nakapag-usap noon habang naglalakad. Hindi ko talaga maiwasang pagmasdan ka habang nagsasalita at nakangiti. Gusto kong kunin ang number ng telepono nyo kaso'y huli na. Nasa kanto na tayo kung saan maghihiwalay na tayo ng dadaanan.āPaano ba yan, ingat na lang.ā Ang nalulungkot kong sabi.Ngumiti ka ngunit wala kang sinabi kaya naisipan ko na rin na tumuloy na. Ako na yata ang pinakatorpeng lalake na ginawa ng Diyos. Bakit ba kasi sa tuwing ika'y tumitingin sa aking mga mata o di kaya'y ngumingiti, nawawala ako sa sarili. Gaya ngayon. Ngunit biglang may hindi ako inaasahang nangyari. Wala pang tatlong hakbang ang nalalakad ko'y bigla mo akong tinawag habang may kinuha kang kapirasong papel na sinulatan mo ng hindi ko mapaniwalaan at lalong hindi ko inaasahan.Number mo! Binigay mo sa akin ito at sinabi mong hihintayin mo ang tawag ko mamayang pag-uwi. Ngunit hindi ako tumawag. Hindi ko naman kasi alam kung ano ang sasabihin ko sa'yo. I swear sinubukan kong i-dial sa telepono ang number mo ngunit nung narinig ko ang boses mo'y dali-dali ko itong binaba!Bagay na pinagsisihan ko ng sobra...Nabalitaan ko na lang kasi kinabukasan pagpasok ko'y may rumaragasang sasakyan na nakabunggo sa'yo papasok na tumapos ng iyong buhay...āOut pending please!ā sigaw ng isang baguhan na counter na pumalit sa iyo. Halos isang buwan na rin ang nakalipas since noong insidente. Hindi ko na tinapos ang kontrata ko dito. Ikaw lang naman ang rason kung bakit ako tumagal ng ganito. Sa katotohanan nga'y kinabukasan mismo noong insidente ay nag-resign na ako. Ngayon na lang ulit ako nagpakita upang kamustahin ang ating mga kacrew.Ito lang yata ang paraan upang matanggap ko ang lahat...Nagtataka ako ng lapitan ako ng matalik mong kaibigan dahil hindi naman ako kinakausap nito dati kung hindi naman ako ang lalapit. Usually nga'y inquiries lang about sa trabaho natin ang napag-uusapan namin.āBakit hindi ka nagpakita ng libing?ā, galit na tanong nya. Hindi ako nagsalita at minabuti ko na lang na tumingin sa ibang direksyon. Kailangan pa bang itanong iyon? āHindi mo lang alam na sa lahat ng mga kacrew natin ay ikaw dapat ang nagbigay ng respeto at nagpaaalam sa libing nya!ā galit na galit na sigaw nya. May nilapag syang notebook sa mesang kinauupuan ko at bigla na lamang syang umalis palayo.Diary mo...Binuklat ko ito. Binasa. Napangiti. Natuwa. Naiyak. Nalaman ko na nakikipag-unahan ka pala sa mga kasama mong counters kapag may pinapa-out pending na product ang kitchen dahil alam mong ako ang lumalapit para kunin ito. Nalaman ko rin na ako lang ang pinagsabihan mo tungkol sa hiwalayan nyo ng boyfriend mo. Nalaman ko rin na parehas pala tayo ng hinihiling noong panahon na umuulan.Nalaman ko na may pagtingin ka rin pala sa akin...Nalaman ko na ako pala ang tinutukoy mong lalake sa sitwasyon na pinag-usapan natin noong umuulan.At ikaw yung babae...Binuklat ko ang huling pilas ng pahina na may sulat mo na nagpabuhos ng tuluyan ng luha ko.ā-Lahat na yata'y ginawa ko sa kanya upang mapansin nya na may pagtingin ako sa kanya. It's either sya na ang pinakatorpeng lalake na nakilala ko o kaya'y mali lang ako na umasang may pagtingin din sya sa akin. I've made my last desperate attempt para mapansin nya ako. Binigay ko yung landline number ko sa kanya kanina and I'll take it as a sign na gusto nya rin ako kung tatawag sya ngayon gabi-āHindi ko na ito natuloy basahin. Dati ko pa pala alam ang dapat na sabihin ko noong time na nagkakandapiga-piga ang utak ko sa pag-iisip kung anong magandang sabihin sa'yo noong mga sandaling magkasama tayo...Sana'y nalaman mo pa kung gaano kitang minahal... | |
| | | ChEeKy_aNGeL Alagad ng Tambalan
Number of posts : 165 Age : 83 Location : mUnTinLuPa CiTy Club : SPA Hobbies : love radio, Tambalan.niceboard.com, chatting, friendster, malling, shopping(window),coffee,friends, Registration date : 2007-04-21
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 29th April 2007, 8:12 pm | |
| ang galing naman ng kwento ng Sandosenang Sapatos.. kakabilib!!! | |
| | | @reymil BIBO Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 781 Age : 35 Location : Valenzuela City Hobbies : tumunganga?? Registration date : 2007-04-08
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 29th April 2007, 10:54 pm | |
| naku ganyan din ung kakilala ko ah..parang iikaw nga un...mahilig sa mga excellent stories.. | |
| | | @mars Tambalanista
Number of posts : 442 Age : 40 Location : ParaƱaque Hobbies : reading,paint,listening music... Registration date : 2007-04-27
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 30th April 2007, 5:48 am | |
| naks! nmn....kala ko nwala ung post ko...nilipat pla... | |
| | | tonio Administrator
Number of posts : 881 Age : 39 Location : Caloocan Club : Berting Labra & L.A. Lopez Fans Club Hobbies : magpataba Registration date : 2007-04-02
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 30th April 2007, 8:49 am | |
| Pasensya na po... nakalimutan kong sabihin... maganda kasing gawan ng sariling category ang mga kwentong kaka elib. | |
| | | fEhj Tambalan Team Member
Number of posts : 163 Age : 35 Location : Fort Bonifacio Club : Club 69 Hobbies : Mag "J" Registration date : 2007-04-08
| Subject: weEeEew!!! 9th May 2007, 12:36 am | |
| Oh My Gosh!!! wat a story!!! marz magkakasundo teo wen it cumz sa mga ganung klazeng obrA!!! mhlig tlgah ko sa mga ganun!!! pnta ka po sa next EB ha... kz mkkpag kwen2han po ko zeo!!! ynatz ynatz and Godbless!!! i like both stories!!! -fEhj- | |
| | | iceyy Ibang Level na Kabisyo
Number of posts : 78 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-04-11
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 9th May 2007, 11:23 am | |
| Kapag Ginulo ka ng Pag-ibig -may binago lang-
Marami kang iniisip, naiisip at gustong isipin. Pero mas gusto mong malaman ng lahat ng tao ang lahat ng kabangagan mo. Wala lang. Magpapansin. Umasang may mag-rereply sa senseless thoughts mo. Mag- advice. Magsabing, "Oo.. naiintindihan kita.."
Pero ayos lang sayo kahit di nila basahin to. Bakit pa? Sino ka ba? Nakakadiri. Ayaw mong tuksuhin ka nilang, "yuck!! Ang mushy mo pala!!"
Sa lahat ng kaibigan mong humihingi ng advice tungkol sa pag-ibig, ang sinasabi mo lang palagi, "Tange, kalimutan mo na lang yang nararamdaman mo. Korni mo e. Ang OA mo pa. Guguluhin lang nyan buhay mo." Ang sasabihin pa nila sayo, "Talaga? Buti ka pa, wala kanglovelife. Di ka stressed. Di ka kinakabahan palagi --"
"At di ako mukhang tanga."
May na-offend ka na naman. Pero pakialam mo ba sa kanila? Totoo naman a.
Tapos bigla mong mare-realize, may problema ka na rin pala. Hayop talaga. Gusto mong sumigaw. Bakit may nanggugulo na rin ng buhay mo ngayon? Ang dami mong crush, grabe. Yung isang classmate mo sa English3, 3 sa Math100 at isa sa Chem106. Si Mike Bravo ng Maroons, si George Chia ng Blue Eagles, si Kogore ng Shohoku. Si Dao Ming Shi at si Mei Zhuo ng F4. Si Jones. Si Legolas. Si Harry Potter. Imagine!!
Pero di naman nila ginugulo ang buhay mo.Ayos lang di ba? Kaso may isang taong di mo maintindihan kung bakit kahit anong gawin mo, talagang ginugulo pa rin niya yung buhay mo. Para siyang mangkukulam. Kahit saan nagpaparamdam siya.
Inalis mo na noon yung pangalan nya sa phone mo. Kaso sinulat mo pa rin yung number nya sa diary mo. Engot ka talaga. Tapos nilagay mo ulit sa cell mo. Tapos inalis mo ulit kase nainis ka. Naihagis mo pa nga sa kama mo yung phone mo e. Tapos naisip mo wala rin namang epekto kung nasa cell mo siya o wala. kaya nilagay mo na lang ulit.
Tapos binura mo na talaga ngayon. Panahon na para kalimutan na talaga sya --- naiisip mo. Okay na? Hinde. Mas malala.
Na-memorize mo na kase yung number nya. Tsk tsk tsk. Naaawa ka na talaga sa sarili mo.
Naiinis ka pa kapag sinasabi sayo ng mga kaibigan mo, "Nakita ko sha sa A.S. kanina." Asar na asar ka. Sabay sigaw with matching facial _____expression, "PAKEELAM KO?"At magtatanong sila ng isang tanong na matagal mo nang hinihintay na sagutin sa harap ng maraming ta o: Ć»"Baket? Ayaw mo na ba sa kanya?"
Tatahimik ka muna. Magbubuntung-hininga. petertigan silang lahat na naghihintay ng sagot mo.Biglang magkakaron ng split personality disorder, ngingiti at magsasalita: "Sino yon?" Nagandahan ka sa ginawa mo. Effective. Wow, para talagang di na nya kilala.
Biglang susulpot na naman siya. Ayun. Mabubuwisit ka talaga. Maaalala mo yung mga panahong pinagmukha ka niyang tanga. Yung panahong kailangan mo siya. Yung panahong iniwan ka nya sa ere. Yung panahong tinalikuran ka nya.
Masisira ang araw mo. Wala ka sa mood makipagtawanan. Sisigawan mo ang kaibigan mong natapakan ang white rubber shoes mo. Gugustuhin mong balatan ng buhay ang lahat ng taong nagtatanong kung bakit ka wala sa mood. Hihilingin mong mong makapag-teleport ka papuntang Egypt.
At bigla mong maririnig ang isa sa mga kaibigan mo, "Ganyan talaga pag in-love." May background pang mga palihim na tawa. At sabay- sabay silang kakanta ng --- Why do birds suddenly appear.
Di ka makakapagsalita. Mararamdaman mong umiinit yung tenga mo, yung leeg mo, yung mukha mo. Bigla mong maiisip ang pinakaepektibong palusot, ngingiti at magsasalita, "Sino yon?" Ayos na sana, kaso di mo naisip na mali yung statement mo. At bago mo pa mabawi ang sinabi mo, sasabihin na nila, "Baket? Me sinabe bang pangalan??? Yak!! Halata!!!"
Feeling mo masusunog na sa init yung mukha mo.
o ito, isa pa!One time nakipag-chat ka.
musta luvlyf? meron b? .wlang kwenta ows? bkt?
basta. wla syang kwenta. mahal mo? huh? mhl mo p rn un. weh honestly, mhl m p rn ba? argh! ewan wlang kwenta pero mhl mo. tsk tsk
Matitigilan ka. tititigan mo yung monitor ng matagal.
am i ryt? hey
Ita-type mo yung "gtg" nang di oras. May kasama pang "nys miting u" para di halatang nabwisit ka sa sinabi nya. Alt-F4. Disconnect. Shut down.
Asar na asar ka na talaga sa sarili mo. Di mo na gustong mag- teleport. Gusto mo na lang talagang ma-dissolve sa hangin.
Ikaw na ngayon ang nangangailangan ng advice. Pero walang kwenta lahat ng sinabi nila. "Kalimutan mo na siya." PAANO? "Wag ka kase magpapaapekto. Wag mo isipin yung sinasabi ng ibang tao." HA?!? ANG LABO!!! "Marami pang iba jan." EH SIYA NGA LANG EH!!! Aasarin ka pa kapag sinabi nilang, "Bakit di na lang si _____? Yihee. Okay naman siya ah." Ngek, ano yun, ganon lang kadali?
Nakatitig ka ngayon sa monitor. Pabalik-balik ka lang sa lyrics.com, sa CRS, at sa email composer mo. Nakakainis. Di mo na alam kung ano pa ang sasabihin mo.
Tama, bwisit sa buhay yang feelings na yan. May magtatanong pa, "Bakit mo ba yon mahal?" Wow pare, wala kang maisagot. Buti pa sa Math pwede kang manghula ng formula, pwede mong paglaruan ang solution mo. May partial points ka pa. Eh sa tanong na yon? Tsk tsk. Malabong mangyari yon.
At kung BS Love and Affection ang course mo, 'tol. mas mabuti pang mag-shift ka na lang sa BA Emotionlessness and Insensitivity habang maaga. Malamang magkita pa kayo don.
Paulit-ulit mong sinasabi sa sarili mo na wala ka na talagang pakialam sa kanya. Pero bakit pag nakittyta mo siya, napetergilanka pa rin? Minsan, kaibigan mo na yung nagsasabi sayo, "O, kala ko ba wala na?"
Tatawa ka na lang. Lalakasan mo para di mahalata yung teary eyes mo. Di ka na naman makakapagsalita. Litong-lito ka na. Di mo alam kung bakit nga ba ganon. Kung bakit ka apektado. Kung bakit nagbabago ang lahat pag nandiyan siya. Kung bakit gustung-gusto mo siyang bigyan ng nerve cells para maramdaman niya ang lahat. Lahat.
Ngayon, ipapadala mo to sa mga kaibigan mo, sa mga ka-block mo, at sa iba pang taong wala talagang pakialam sayo. Sa kanilang lahat, di mo alam kung sino talaga ang may tiyagang tapusin ang ganito kahabang senseless na mensahe. Di mo rin alam kung sino talaga ang mag-iisip para sayo. Di mo alam kung sino ang maaapektuhan.
Somehow, gusto mong ma-disconnect ka na lang bigla. Maubusan ng internet at phone credits. Sabugan ng pc. Mag-brown-out. Biglang mag-collapse. Umiyak. Malunod. Maging ipis. Uminom ng Skele-Gro. Mabagsakan ng asteroid. Maglahong parang bula.
Kase, tama yung sinabi ng naka-chat mo. Sinasabi mong walang kwenta, pero mahal mo.
Sobra. | |
| | | iceyy Ibang Level na Kabisyo
Number of posts : 78 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-04-11
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 9th May 2007, 11:45 am | |
| > > Kakauwi ko lang from school. Pag uwi sobrang pagod. Binaba ko bag ko > at nahiga sa sofa. Sarap ng pakiramdam ng mapahinga. Matagal akong > nakahiga nang di ko namalayan na nakakatulog na pala ko. Biglang > nagvibrate ang celfon ko. I checked kung sino. I opened my inbox--- > > > > "misan akala mo nasasayo na ang lahat > > pagnasayo na ang taong mahal mo. > > Pro lahat na nga ba? > > Gano ka kasigurado na iyo na sya > > Habang buhay? Kaya ngyn plng alagaan m n > > Habang nandyan pa!" > > > > Sender: > > BaBy koH > >> It's a usual quote coming from my girlfriend. Dahil sa antok > ko, di ko na nireplyan. Again my cell vibrated. 1 message received--- >
> "nVr hold in2 smtnG too TyT.. > > Cz smWer N d MiddLe U > > MyT Lus heR. Dnt put UrseLf in2 > > smTng U knW U cnT Let Go.." >
> Sender: > > BaBy koH >
> Naku naman pagod na pagod ako so tinuloy ko na ang pagtulog > ko. Hindi ko na maintindihan ang sense ng message niya dahil sa antok so > pano pa ko magrereply? Again nagvibrate nanaman pero di ko n pinansin pro > ayan nanaman. 2 messages received---
> First message: > > > > "I jst wnt u to knw dt I love u&evn > > God takes me away from you > > It wont change.You own my heart > > Till d very last breath il take." > > > > Sender: > > BaBy koH > > Pinatay ko na ang cell ko ng hindi binabasa ang isa pang > message. Kaya natulog na lang ako ulit. Paggising ko wala na kong battery > so I charged my cell and I tried calling her with my landline. I tried 5x > kakatawag pero wala talagang sumasagot. After 30 minutes my landline rang. > Sister ni Maila(baby koh), so I asked her > > "bakit walang tao sa bahay niyo?" > > Di siya sumagot.Umiiyak siya. So I asked: > > "bakit? Ano nangyari?" > > Biglang may naghello, ang dad nila ni Maila pala, so I asked > > "Tito ano po nangyayari?" > > Sinabi niya sakin ng walang pagaalinlangan--- > > "Umalis kami nanood kami ng sine. Nagpaiwan si Maila dahil ang sabi > niya pupunta ka daw dito sa bahay. Hihintayin ka daw niya. Dahil sa sinabi > niya iniwan namin siya....." > > > Nagulat ako sa sinabi ni tito. Ngayon ko lang naalala na pupuntahan > ko nga pala siya. Hindi ako nakapagsalita dahil bigla na akong kinabahan. > Tinuloy ni tito ang pagsasalita--- > > > "pagdating namin nakita nalang namin siya na patay na. Sinaksak siya > ng mga nanloob sa bahay namin. Wala na siya." > > Nagblanko ang paningin ko pati na rin ang pagiisip ko. > > "Di ka kasi pumunta. Inuna mo ang kung anoanong mga bagay.Di mo man > lang siya naisip." > > Di ko alam kung sino ang nagsasalita konsensya ko ba to o ang daddy > niya?! Do ko na alam ang nangyayari sakin. > > P******** nawala na sakin ang mahal ko!!!! > > Di ko alam kung sa anong dahilan pero binuksan ko ang cellphone ko > na 5 oras na plang nakacharge. Ang message nya na hindi ko binasa nandun > pa rin. Hindi ko alam kung bubuksan ko pa o hindi but still binuksan ko na > rin--- > > > > "BY TULNGAN M KO > > PAPATAYN NLA KO!!!" > > > > Sender: > > BaBy koH > > > Di ako makapunta sa bahay nila dahil sa hiya. Di ko man lang madalaw > siya dahil di ko matanggap sa sarili ko na makikta ko siyang nakahiga na. > Di ko maisip na wala na ang taong pinakamamahal ko. Di ko matanggap na ng > dahil sakin kaya nagkaganon siya. Ano pang silbi ng mga sinabi ko skanya > noon na hindinghindi ko siya iiwan...... > > Na hindi ko siya pababayaan.. > > na hingding hindi siya magiisa... > > Ano na nangyari sa mga sinabi ko sakanya??... > > >
> Wala na siya.... > > > > Wala na ang taong bumuo ng buhay ko... > > > Wala na.... | |
| | | @mars Tambalanista
Number of posts : 442 Age : 40 Location : ParaƱaque Hobbies : reading,paint,listening music... Registration date : 2007-04-27
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 9th May 2007, 12:04 pm | |
| iceyy..lipat mo..i-post mo na lng... | |
| | | iceyy Ibang Level na Kabisyo
Number of posts : 78 Age : 39 Registration date : 2007-04-11
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 9th May 2007, 12:10 pm | |
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| | | @mars Tambalanista
Number of posts : 442 Age : 40 Location : ParaƱaque Hobbies : reading,paint,listening music... Registration date : 2007-04-27
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 9th May 2007, 12:15 pm | |
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| | | diancarl Tambalanista
Number of posts : 211 Age : 42 Location : Pasig City Hobbies : singing while playing my guitar Registration date : 2007-04-23
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 11th May 2007, 3:50 pm | |
| ang haba naman ng story.. | |
| | | diancarl Tambalanista
Number of posts : 211 Age : 42 Location : Pasig City Hobbies : singing while playing my guitar Registration date : 2007-04-23
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 11th May 2007, 3:51 pm | |
| babasahin q na lang pag log in q next time. | |
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| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 12th May 2007, 8:55 pm | |
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| | | dyosang_marikit Alagad ng Tambalan
Number of posts : 148 Age : 43 Location : manila Registration date : 2007-05-24
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 14th June 2007, 11:43 am | |
| A Simple Story of Genuine Love
I was born in a secluded village on a mountain. Day by day, my parents plowed the yellow dry soil with their backs towards the sky.
I have a brother who is 3 years younger than me. I wanted to buy a handkerchief, which all girls around me seemed to have. So, one day I stole 50 cents from my father's drawer. Father had discovered about the stolen money right away.
He made me and my younger brother kneel against the wall as he held a bamboo stick in his hand. "Who stole the money?" he asked. I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Neither of us admitted to the fault, so he said, "Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!" He lifted up the bamboo stick.
Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and said," Dad, I was the one who did it!" The long stick smacked my brother's back repeatedly. Father was so angry that he kept on whipping my brother until he lost his breath. After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother, "You have learned to steal from your own house now. What other embarrassing things will you be possibly doing in the future? You should be beaten to death, you shameless thief!" That night, my mother and I hugged my brother. His body was full of wounds from the beating but he never shed a single tear.
In the middle of the night, all of sudden, I cried out loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has happened." I still hate myself for not having enough courage to admit what I did.
Years gone by, but the incident still seemed like it just happened yesterday.. I will never forget my brother's expression when he protected me.
That year, my brother was 8 years old and I was 11 years old. When my brother was in his last year of secondary school, he was accepted in an upper secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a university in the province. That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet.
I could hear him ask my mother, "Both of our children, they have good results? Very good results?" Mother wiped off her tears and sighed," What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?" At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said,"Dad, I don't want to continue my studies anymore, I have read enough books."
Father swung his hand and slapped my brother on his face. "Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will send you two to school until you have both finished your studies." And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money.
I stuck out my hand as gently as I can to my brother's swollen face, and told him, "A boy has to continue his studies; If not, he will not be able to overcome this poverty we are experiencing. "
I, on the other hand, had decided to further my studies at the university. Nobody knew that on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to my side of the bed and left a note on my pillow; "Sis, getting into a university is not easy. I will go find a job and I will send money to you." I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice.
That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old.. With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and the money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at a construction site,finally, I managed to get to the third year of my studies in the university.
One day, while I was studying in my room, my roommate came in and told me,"There's a villager waiting for you outside!" Why would there be a villager looking for me? I walked out, and I saw my brother from afar. His whole body was covered with dirt, dust, cement and sand. I asked him, "Why did you not tell my roommate that you are my brother?" He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they would know that I am your brother? Won't they laugh at you?" I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dirt and dust from my brother's body. And told him with a lump in my throat, " I don't care what people would say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is!"
>From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He put it on my hair and said, "I saw all the girls in town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one." I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried.
That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old. I noticed that the broken window was repaired the first time I brought my boyfriend home. The house was scrubbed cleaned. After my boyfriend left, I danced like a little girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you didn't have to spend so much time cleaning the house!" But she told me with a smile," It was your brother who went home early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He hurt his hand while he was replacing the window." I went into my brother's bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked in my heart.
I applied some ointment on his wound and put a bandage on it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him. "No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when at the construction site, stones keep falling on my feet . Even that could not stop me from working." In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolled down my face.
That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old. After I got married, I lived in the city. Many times my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want. They said, once they left the village, they wouldn't know what to do. My brother agreed with them. He said, "Sis, you just take care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mom and dad here."
My husband became the director of his factory. We asked my brother to accept the offer of being the manager in the maintenance department. But my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on working as a repairman instead for a start. One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital. My husband and I visited him at the hospital. Looking at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, "Why did you reject the offer of being a manager? Managers won't do something dangerous like that. Now look at you, you are suffering from a serious injury. Why didn't you just listen to us?"
With a serious expression on his face, he defended his decision, "Think of brother-in-law. He just became the director, and I being uneducated, and would become a manager, what kind of rumors would fly around?" My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education only because of me!" "Why do you talk about the past?" he said and then he held my hand.
That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old. My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer girl from the village. During the wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one person you respect and love the most?" Without even taking a time to think, he answered," My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even remember.
"When I was in primary school, the school was in a different village. Everyday, my sister and I would walk for 2 hours to school and back home. One day, I lost the other pair of my gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She wore only one glove and she had to walk far. When we got home, her hands were trembling because of the cold weather that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and will always be good to her." Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attention to me. I found it hard to speak, "In my whole life, the one I would like to thank most is my brother," And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears were rolling down my face again.
Love and care for the one you love every single day of your life. You may think what you did is just a small deed, but to that someone, it may mean a lot. Have a nice day everyone! May this story inspire you in any way | |
| | | dyosang_marikit Alagad ng Tambalan
Number of posts : 148 Age : 43 Location : manila Registration date : 2007-05-24
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 14th June 2007, 11:45 am | |
| Love Story A certain rich businessman had a beautiful daughter, who fell in love with a guy who was a cleaner, When the girl's father came to know about their love, he did not like it at all, and so began to protest about it. Now it happened that the two lovers decided to leave their homes for a happy future. The girl's father started searching for the two lovers but could not find them.
At last, he accepted their love and asked them to come back home in a local newspaper. Her father said "If you both come back I will allow you to marry the guy you love, I accept that you loved each other truly."
So in this way, their love won and they returned home. The couple went to town to shop for the wedding dress. He was dressed in white shirt that day. While he was crossing the road to the other side to get some drinks for his wife, a car came and hit him and h e died on the spot!.
The girl lost her senses. It was only after sometimes that she recovered from her shock. The funeral and cremation was the very next day because he had died horribly.
Two nights later, the girl's mother had a dream in which she saw an old lady. The old lady asked her mother to wash the blood stains of the guy from her daughter's dress as soon as possible. But her mother ignored the dream. The next night her father had the same dream, he also ignored it. Then when the girl had the same dream the next night, she woke up in fear and told her mother about the dream. Her mother asked her to wash the clothes which have blood stains immediately.
She washed the stains but some remained. Next night she again had the same dream she again washed the stains but some still remained . Next night she again had the same dream and this time the old lady gave her a last warning to wash the blood stain, or else something terrible will happen. This time the girl tried her best to wash the stains, and the clothes nearly tore, but some stains still remained.
She was very tired. In the late evening the same day while she was alone at home, someone knocked the door. When she opened the door she saw the same old lady of her dream standing at her door. She got very scared and fainted. The old lady woke her up... and gave her a blue object, which shocked the girl. She asked "What is this...?" The old lady replied..." Gumamit ka ng TIDE. P6.50 na lang, mas pinalaki pa! ".
I know how you all are feeling now... I have been through this too. But don't look at me like that. I'm also hunting for the idiot who mailed this to me! have a nice day! :-)
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| | | dyosang_marikit Alagad ng Tambalan
Number of posts : 148 Age : 43 Location : manila Registration date : 2007-05-24
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 14th June 2007, 11:47 am | |
| Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs. Best friend: calls your parents dad & mom or tito & tita. Friend: has never seen you cry Best friend: has always has the best shoulder to cry on Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink Best friend: opens the fridge & makes herself at home Friend: asks you to write down your number. Best friend: they ask you for their number (cuz they can't remember it) Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back. Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff Friend: only knows a few things about you Best friend:could write a biography on your life story Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing Best friend: will always go with you Friend: will ask where you've been (after going AWOL) Best Friend: will say MISS YOU & goes on being your friend
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| | | jvjoyce Kabisyo
Number of posts : 32 Age : 36 Location : dasma. cavite Hobbies : read, read, and ummm.... read! heheh.. Registration date : 2007-05-22
| | | | jvjoyce Kabisyo
Number of posts : 32 Age : 36 Location : dasma. cavite Hobbies : read, read, and ummm.... read! heheh.. Registration date : 2007-05-22
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 14th June 2007, 1:54 pm | |
| mommy
We all know what it's like to get that phone call in the middle of the night. This night was no different. Jerking up to the ringing summons, I focused on the red, illuminated numbers of my clock. Midnight. Panicky thoughts filled my sleep-dazed mind as I grabbed the receiver. "Hello?" My heart pounded, I gripped the phone tighter and eyed my husband, who was now turning to face my side of the bed.
"Mama?" The voice answered. I could hardly hear the whisper over the static. But my thoughts immediately went to my daughter.
When the desperate sound of a young crying voice became clear on the line, I grabbed for my husband and squeezed his wrist.
"Mama, I know it's late. But don't... don't say anything until I finish. And before you ask, yes I've been drinking. I nearly ran off the road a few miles back and...
I drew in a sharp, shallow breath, released my husband and pressed my hand against my forehead. Sleep still fogged my mind, and I attempted to fight back the panic. Something wasn't right.
"...And I got so scared. All I could think of was how if would hurt you if a policeman came to your door and said I'd been killed. I want... to come home. I know running away was wrong. I know you've been worried sick. I should have called you days ago but I was afraid... afraid..."
Sobs of deep-felt emotion flowed from the receiver and poured into my heart. Immediately I pictured my daughter's face in my mind, and my fogged senses seemed to clear, "I think ---"
"No! Please let me finish! Please!" She pleaded, not so much in anger, but in desperation. I paused and tried to think what to say.
Before I could go on, she continued. "I'm pregnant, Mama. I know I shouldn't be drinking now...especially now, but I'm scared, Mama. So scared!"
The voice broke again, and I bit into my lip, feeling my own eyes fill with moisture. I looked up at my husband, who sat silently mouthing, "Who is it?"
I shook my head and when I didn't answer, he jumped up and left the room, returning seconds later with a portable phone held to his ear. She must have heard the click in the line because she asked,
"Are you still there? Please don't hang up on me! I need you. I feel so alone."
I clutched the phone and stared at my husband, seeking guidance. "I'm here, I wouldn't hang up, " I said. "I should have told you, Mama. I know I should have told you. But, when we talk, you just keep telling me what I should do. You read all those pamphlets on how to talk about sex and all, but all you do is talk. You don't listen to me. You never let me tell you how I feel. It is as if my feelings aren't important. Because you're my mother you think you have all the answers. But sometimes I don't need answers. I just want someone to listen."
I swallowed the lump in my throat and stared at the how-to-talk-to-your-kids pamphlets scattered on my nightstand.
"I'm listening," I whispered.
"You know, back there on the road after I got the car under control, I started thinking about the baby and taking care of it. Then I saw this phone booth and it was as if I could hear you preaching to me about how people shouldn't drink and drive. So I called a taxi. I want to come home."
"That's good honey," I said, relief filling my chest. My husband came closer, sat down beside me and laced his fingers through mine.
"But you know, I think I can drive now."
"No!" I snapped. My muscles stiffened and I tightened the clasp on my husband's hand. "Please, wait for the taxi. Don't hang up on me until the taxi gets there."
"I just want to come home, Mama." "I know. But do this for your mama. Wait for the taxi, please."
I listened to the silence fearing. When I didn't hear her answer, I bit into my lip and closed my eyes. Somehow I had to stop her from driving. "There's the taxi, now." Only when I heard someone in the background asking about a Yellow Cab did I feel my tension easing.
"I'm coming home, Mama." There was a click, and the phone went silent. Moving from the bed, tears forming in my eyes, I walked out into the hall and went to stand in my 16 year old daughter's room. My husband came from behind, wrapped his arms around me and rested his chin on the top of my head.
I wiped the tears from my cheeks. "We have to learn to listen," I said to him. He studied me for a second, and then asked, "Do you think she'll ever know she dialed the wrong number?"
I looked at our sleeping daughter, then back at him. "Maybe it wasn't such a wrong number."
"Mom, Dad, what are you doing?" The muffled voice came from under the covers. I walked over to my daughter, who now sat up staring into the darkness. "We're practicing," I answered. "Practicing what?" she mumbled and laid back on the mattress, but her eyes already closed in slumber.
"Listening," I whispered and brushed a hand over her cheek.
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| | | jvjoyce Kabisyo
Number of posts : 32 Age : 36 Location : dasma. cavite Hobbies : read, read, and ummm.... read! heheh.. Registration date : 2007-05-22
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 14th June 2007, 1:59 pm | |
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| | | dyosang_marikit Alagad ng Tambalan
Number of posts : 148 Age : 43 Location : manila Registration date : 2007-05-24
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 15th June 2007, 4:24 pm | |
| What a girl needs most is love. What a guy needs most is respect. The most important thing for a girl is her heart. For a guy its his ego. Give your man his own time and space. Let him have his time for his friends, sports, family, self, and God. The relationship will grow old quickly if lagi kayong magkasama . Give him time to miss you and you'll see how he will love you more. If the guy naman is obsessed and just wants to be with you all the time, tell him you cant respect a "puppy" for long. Do things differently anytime. Para kahit matagal na kayo, there is always something fresh and new. Variety is the spice of life. Exciting baga? Discover something you both like to do and enjoy it TWOgether. Doon naman sa mga bagay na magkaiba ang hilig nyo, compliment each other by learning about it kahit konti. If you love someone, yung effort nyo to try will go a looooong way to understanding him later pag may disagreement kayo . Pray with holding hands. Sounds corny noh? Maybe, but its very powerful. Pag may takot sa Diyos ang boyfriend mo, kampante ka na di ka nya lolokohin , because he knows God sees everything he does in secret. Ikaw na ang magkusa that before you part after a date, with hold hands and eyes closed, pray to God to bless you two. Believe me it's effective. Kailanman, di corny ang magdasal. Believe in "Magic" (magic ka dyan? Hehe..). Kahit di minsan practical o walang logical na dahilan, o matrabaho, o sounds crazy sa iba, do sweet little things (dapat talaga ito!!!) for the one you love kahit magmukha ka ng timang. The memories will be fun to recall later in life. The corniest song o gift o letter ang laging kabog! True love brings out the best in each other. Find something good in your boyfriend and nurture it, encourage it and syempre, ENJOY it. It's healthy to fight (oo naman). Doon nyo lang maaayos ang mga differences nyo at natetest ang tatag ng relationship . Doon mo rin sya makikilala ng mabuti . Its called test of fire. Di mahalaga how dalas you fight. What matters is how often you make bati. Mas nakakatakot yung relasyong sobrang perfect at laging masaya. One big fight and that's it! And diba mas kilig yung malambing na... "uy, bati na tayo ...". But don't overdo it. Kakapagod naman din na lagi na lang manuyo o magsori (ouch). Choose the battles na papatulan mo. The little issues, palampasin na. Don't sweat the small stuff. Daraan sa iba't-ibang stages ang love especially pag matagal na kayo. Grow with it. Don't expect him to be like nung una. 'Coz like a student, di na ituturo sa grade 6 yung lessons na pang-grade 2. Change WILL happen... you both will change and your love WILL change too. It's up to you na lang if the change will be for the better or for the worse. Life is about growth. Grow with it. When break up comes and it's time to say goodbye , don't doubt the love just because it didn't last . May mga bagay sa buhay na di man nagtatagal , it doesn't mean di na ito totoo. Some good things are just never meant to last forever. Okay lang yon. Bless the parting and move on. Expect tears, sorrow, sleepless nights and pain. Ika nga "it's when you hurt the worse that you love the MOST." Kung di ka willing masaktan, wag ka na lang magmahal. Life is a balance. And love is both holding on and letting go. Know when to fight for your man and when to let him go. God will guide you kung anong dapat gawin sa kung anong sitwasyon. So dapat mataas ang signal ng langit sa cellfone ng puso mo to know His wisdom. | |
| | | jocelyn Tambalan Onliner
Number of posts : 10 Age : 36 Location : bataan Hobbies : txting,chating,wotwot dami pa e Registration date : 2008-02-20
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 26th February 2008, 12:46 pm | |
| sana po wag po kaung mag sawang gumawa ng topic d2 ha more power and sna magtagal pa 2ng forim na 2... *jocelyn* | |
| | | jocelyn Tambalan Onliner
Number of posts : 10 Age : 36 Location : bataan Hobbies : txting,chating,wotwot dami pa e Registration date : 2008-02-20
| | | | tsetze AWAT NA Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 2297 Age : 104 Location : molino Club : PMEA Hobbies : mag-update ng facebook Registration date : 2007-04-24
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 26th February 2008, 3:42 pm | |
| My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!"
I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?"
My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.
I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!" GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight. One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.
"My dearest son, I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you, Your mother. | |
| | | sarahjorge2004 BIBO Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 920 Age : 37 Location : makati city Registration date : 2008-02-06
| | | | nicolymitation ADIK Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 1720 Age : 33 Location : rosario,cavite Club : wala na,.. club ng mga tambay at adik sa tambalan Hobbies : hobbies??? magbilang ng pako.. boys watching Registration date : 2007-12-27
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 27th February 2008, 8:01 pm | |
| grabeh ang haba nakaka hilo basahin | |
| | | sarahjorge2004 BIBO Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 920 Age : 37 Location : makati city Registration date : 2008-02-06
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 28th February 2008, 7:11 pm | |
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| | | blackjade BIBO Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 540 Age : 41 Location : cavite Club : outsider_pipz Hobbies : sleeping and listening to tambalan Registration date : 2008-02-20
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 4th March 2008, 8:07 am | |
| touching naman yan... nakakaiyak.... :'( | |
| | | nicolymitation ADIK Level Tambalanista
Number of posts : 1720 Age : 33 Location : rosario,cavite Club : wala na,.. club ng mga tambay at adik sa tambalan Hobbies : hobbies??? magbilang ng pako.. boys watching Registration date : 2007-12-27
| Subject: Re: Mga Kwentong tagus sa Puso 23rd March 2008, 6:15 pm | |
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